VACANT - By John Chizoba Vincent
For the girl who
went.
Emptiness stares in
blank pages,
another dirge written
in torment.
Your face I never know
how pretty
it was but you came
with a shaped cry.
What eyes will watch
my large mouth, tell this?
What heart will be
sober with this tears
to my attractive
tears, to my wild cry?
You never did pity me
but left like Ogbanje,
left without another
faint cry to my ears.
That night I picked up
the spade to dig your grave,
that night my throat
cracked and men's tears
grew in their eyes
like tumour in the heart;
that night I arranged
those broken letters on your grave,
I remembered you were
just three days old-
I remembered the name
I said I will call you.
If I cry roughly of
this pain, my heart would reject me.
In a spreading
fluttered sack I put you,
Why don't you grow up
to be buried in a decorated coffin?
May the wind never be
in peace with you for
leaving this lyrical
web of agony in me.
May the land of the
spirit reject you at the gate
for this indispensability
of Human suffering.
Come see mother in
tears of her grandchild...
Come see father sewing
his old anthem together.
I have a dream of
making you the world's flag,
a jargon of a new
dialect among men.
But no more! No
more this banner of love!
Under the spilt milk
of the moon,
across the line of
straighter darker trees,
as my soul rises and
birth many colours...
I will dance no more
in the street like girls
on hands and knees
that throw their hair
for the breeze to see
it nakedness.
When I embarked on
this journey,
You promised to stay
with as we spoke in dreams.
Now, the only palm
fruit is lost in the fire,
A vacant created link
a sour wound.
Fragment of another me
emerged confused.
Turn again I will
after this storm you caused is over.
©John Chizoba Vincent
Cam'god.
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